TooBlueForYa

2/1/17 i was in amsterdam, went in a date with a nice guy, he was shy, we walked all the day, made jokes i asked him to see Jojo's bizarre adventure (anime), he was funny, he asked me to go to a restaurant but i felt i bit shy, i met his parents, and in the night i had to go back to hotel, he walked with me to the central station and i knew he tried to kiss me da whole day, he was just there in front of me i knew he was thinking about how to try to kiss me but he was too shy, then i asked him what was he thinking, he said nothing, so i asked him again and then he told me he is too shy to try it haha, (i can say i helped him) after the kiss and stuff i saw the hour and it was too late and i lost the last shuttle to the hotel, so then he told me to stay at his home, (i knew that it was a potential move) i told i won't have sex with him and he said that is fine, went to his room and we were about to , he kissed me on the cheek and hugged me, it was so extremely cute and innocent that it turned me on and i asked him to do it, then he says, "but you said you won't do that", i said fuck off what i said I'm horny now hahaha when he was putting inside it hurt af so i told him that it was my first time and his face went a pale color haha he was sweet and cute the whole time and it was nice, we did for hours because i was too horny and i just can't turn off so i didn't let him , when he was trying to close his eyes, i was kissing him and those things, when i think about it, it seems a bit sad for the guy, poor man didn't the night, hmm that's all I'm finished, i still talk with him, but now I'm in my country so is kind of sad; bye.

I'll be 20 old in 3 months, and i don't know why but I'm feeling very old, (help world!), In 1 month I'll go to Amsterdam by myself and alone (I'm still a bit scared), life is a surprise, and I'm a destiny's believer, i actually think that trip it's my destiny (it makes me feel better), I'm still asking myself why i still have a profile here, bye.